dammit..sometimes i think what the hell is wrong with guys these days? i mean, for the past 2 days, melvin just pissed the fuck outta me! it all started last thursday..... sheena was crying and all of a sudden he throws this really huge fit. i dont know why, i guess he got irritated with all the crying and shit! i mean hello....she is a baby and that's what babies do....then he gives me this excuse that he's not used to taking care of babies. damn....isnt that why he became a father? so that he'll learn and get used to it! what an asshole! all i wanted him to do is make her stop crying until i finish cleaning her bottles. IS THAT SO HARD TO DO????
then yesterday...everything was fine. we went to his parent's house. he said that his friend was going over just to hang out! next thing i know, he says he's leaving and that he'll only be gone for a few minutes. i had no problem with that! but before he left, i told him to bring sheena's bag down. but the asshole that he is, he didn't and just left. i mean i know he was gone for 30 minutes. but within the 30 minutes he was gone...sheena started acting up cuz she was hungry! i was so pissed! i was already shaking! that's how pissed i was. then when he came, i didnt pay any attention to him. he already knew that i was pissed! he kept his distance, cuz he knows that if he'd come near me, i'd SLAP him! oh and trust me, he's tasted it!
anyways, i cooled down. and i guess things are ok now! i guess im gonna have to live with it! but even though we argue alot, i love him  to death! i guess, its because he can be really sweet! but still, he can be a real jerk! oh well, what can i say, he's a guy! GUYS ARE JERKS! hehehehe! some not all!