Well, my birthday sucked big time! First, we (me, my mom, dad, & mom's friend) ate at King's for breakfast. my day started out alright except for the sore throat i had. After, my dad drove me to GPA so that I could follow up on my application for power at the new house. when i got there, they told me that they couldn't process the application cuz that stupid engineer guy who came to inspect the house didn't turn in his documents. So that kinda pissed me off there.
So...as they day went by, my head started to hurt, i started to feel really cold, and  for some reason my legs were getting numb. Turns out, i was coming down with a fever. i dont know how high, but by the time it was 2:00 pm i felt so sick, i couldnt even get up anymore. Melvin said that i was so hot, he could fry an egg. then he took me home, when we got home, i went straight for the bed. man it was COLD..... 
you know what's so sweet? melvin took care of me. awww!!  he made me feel better by the time it was 5. he placed a washcloth on my forehead to make the fever go down. and it did!! so i thought 'hey its my birthday. lets go out to eat!' stupid me.....i told melvin that i was good to go! on our way to ABT...i kinda got dizzy in the car! i seriously wanted to go back. but too late, we already there! we ate at El Asado BBQ. it was good! but i couldnt eat that much because it felt like it was all gonna come out. so that sucked! :(  
on our way home, that's when things got worse. i was hot again, with a major, killing headache! damn..this is one birthday i am not going to forget! i seriously cannot believe that i got sick on the DAY of my 20th birthday! dammit!!! oh well! its friday now! 2 days after, and i still have a headache and the colds. this sucks so much!!     

awww, i feel sorry for my girl cuz she's sick. she's never been sick before! i guess it's true that once a baby turns 1, that's when they start to get sick. this is the first time sheena's ever had a fever. its not high, more like a slight fever with the colds. she's so cranky. i guess cuz maybe her head hurts or something. oh well, she'll get better in a few days!

there's not much to write for now. i stayed home the whole day yesterday (sunday). my dad, melvin, and my cousin in law worked on the power line at my house. and i didnt feel like going out either. ummm....i guess this is it for now. i still need to write a testimonial for my sister on friendster. she asked me too. i really dont know what to say. but oh well! ill just write whatever!!!
  

dammit..sometimes i think what the hell is wrong with guys these days? i mean, for the past 2 days, melvin just pissed the fuck outta me! it all started last thursday..... sheena was crying and all of a sudden he throws this really huge fit. i dont know why, i guess he got irritated with all the crying and shit! i mean hello....she is a baby and that's what babies do....then he gives me this excuse that he's not used to taking care of babies. damn....isnt that why he became a father? so that he'll learn and get used to it! what an asshole! all i wanted him to do is make her stop crying until i finish cleaning her bottles. IS THAT SO HARD TO DO????
then yesterday...everything was fine. we went to his parent's house. he said that his friend was going over just to hang out! next thing i know, he says he's leaving and that he'll only be gone for a few minutes. i had no problem with that! but before he left, i told him to bring sheena's bag down. but the asshole that he is, he didn't and just left. i mean i know he was gone for 30 minutes. but within the 30 minutes he was gone...sheena started acting up cuz she was hungry! i was so pissed! i was already shaking! that's how pissed i was. then when he came, i didnt pay any attention to him. he already knew that i was pissed! he kept his distance, cuz he knows that if he'd come near me, i'd SLAP him! oh and trust me, he's tasted it!
anyways, i cooled down. and i guess things are ok now! i guess im gonna have to live with it! but even though we argue alot, i love him  to death! i guess, its because he can be really sweet! but still, he can be a real jerk! oh well, what can i say, he's a guy! GUYS ARE JERKS! hehehehe! some not all!

hmmm...nothing much happened today. oh except the fact that today is my brother and my auntie's birthday. "Happy Birthday Harvey & Auntie Mina!!!" no one's home right now. my sister was here earlier with John Mark. but then they left, i think they went to buy something. my daughter's sleeping...again. she's been sleeping for 2 hours now! which is good so that she wouldn't have to be so cranky later!

oohhh..i watched this movie last night, "Dinotopia" its a nice movie! and its really long too! i think it was like 4 hours long! but it was worthed cuz i found it very interesting!

man i really, have nothing to say! i wonder what time Melvin will be done with his workshop? oh well. i read yesterday's news paper and i applied for some of the jobs. so right now, im just waiting for a response. hopefully they call me for an interview, and im really hoping that i get hired to one. i really need a job. :( oh well, i guess that's all i have to say...

* I got this from Peekaboo's live journal! I was bored so i decided to answer it too! hehe! :)

-GENERAL INFO-

-My name is: Emilou
-nickname: Lou
-sex: Female
-birthday: May 19, 1984
-color: ummm...pastel colors
-star sign: Taurus
-place of birth: Guam Memorial Hospital
-current residence: Machanao, Guam
-hair color: Dark bown
-eye color:  brown
-height: 5'3"
-writing hand: lefty :p

-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-
-do you bite your nails: no
-can you roll your tongue: yes
-can you blow smoke rings: no
-can you blow spit bubbles: yes
-can you cross your eyes: yes
-tattoos and where: yes, on my back
-do you make your bed daily: pretty much..if im not too lazy to do it
-what’s sexiest on a guy: ummm....i dont know, chest i guess
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
-what utensils do you use eating pizza: hands duh...
-do you cook: sometimes...haha! im not much of a cook! oh well...

-GROOMING-
-how often do you brush your teeth: twice; when i wake up in the morning and before i got to sleep.
-do you shower/bathe: shower
-how long do these showers last: 20-30 minutes
-hair drying method: i just brush it
-do you swear: of course....especially when im pissed
-do you pee in the shower: lol....what the?? hehe, sometimes
-what color is your bedroom: white w/ pink closets
-do you use an alarm clock: my cellphone
-name four things or people you're obsessed with: sheena, melvin, sheena, & melvin....hehehe!!
-what’s your sleeping position: on my side with a pillow in between my legs. hehehe.
-what kind of bed do you like: uhhh...not too hard not too soft...
-in hot weather do you use a blanket: no way!!!
-do you sleepwalk: uhh, i hope not!
-do you talk in your sleep: uh..i dont think so! that's freaky!
-how about the light on: no way!!! we get light from the light outside our window. hehehe!
-do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: depends.....if im really sleepy..yes!

-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-
-had sex: last night!! hehehe!! (im a bad girl!) *wink*
-watched bambi: uh...damn..a really really long time!
-cried: sometime last week! melvin pissed me off!
-talked on the phone: a while ago
-read a book: senior year in high school! hehe! but i do read the newspaper..does that count?

- NUMBER-
-Of times you have had your heart broken? once i think
--Of hearts you have broken? just 1.
-Of girls kissed? 1, my daughter
-Of boys kissed? in this lifetime? just melvin
-Of drugs taken illegally? just weed!
-Of CD's owned? i really dont know! last time i counted i had over 200. but that was 2 years ago. maybe now i have over 300. i was a cd collector back then! hehehe
-Of scars on my body? major scars? none but like small ones.... a lot

-OTHER THINGS-
-I know: im a mother of 1 beautiful girl!
-I want: things to work out with me and melvin!
-I have: the most beautiful daughter!
-I wish: for happinesS
-I hate: *i'd rather not mention*
-I miss: old friends and my lolo
-I fear: death
-I hear: the radio...nice song they're playing
-I love: my daughter
-I care: about my friends and family
-I cry: when im sad or hurt
-I write: when i have to
-I can usually be found: at home or here at my mom's house using the computer!
-Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: like strip poker? nope!

-ARE YOU A...-
-Wuss: somtimes
-Druggie: no way!! that's bad!
-Gang member: what? no!
-Daydreamer: sometimes
-Alcoholic: no not anymore
-Freak: maybe... i could be one
-Brat: yea
-Sarcastic: sometimes...if im in the mood!
-Goody-goody: no not really
-Angel: of course...hehehe!!! only when im sleeping!!
-Devil: i wouldn't say devil. maybe more like "bad girl" but devil is too strong for me.
-Friend: yes
-Shy: there are times
-Adventurous: i try to be!
-Intelligent: yea right!

-SELF ANALYSIS YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO DO-
-Your best feature [personality]: umm.. i dont know!
-Most annoying thing you do: im not quite sure
-Biggest mistake you've made this far: hmmm...id rather not say! its too personal
-A smell that makes you smile: the smell of my daughter after her bath!
-A city you'd like to visit: not city....more like continent...Europe
-A drink you order most often: king car (iced tea) or pepsi
-The music you prefer while alone: anything, nothing boring though likethe OLDIES
-A TV show you watch regularly: none

AND ANOTHER! A relationship survey!

[ THE DAY YOU MET ]
-Your mood before seeing them: happy
-What you noticed first: his clothes
-What they noticed first: he said...my smile
-Your first impression of them: uhhh..."mayabang"
-Their first impression of you: he thought i was cute *blush* hehehe!
-First thing you said in their presence: hi!
-Kind of person you thought they were: nice
-From 1-10 [10 being highest likelihood], how much of a chance you thought you had with them: uh.. i would say 3.. i wasnt really interested in him at first!
-Did you have sex the first time you hung out: no

[ RELATIONSHIP FIRSTS ]
-First Hand-holding [where it took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: in his car. he did. i'd give it an 8. we were on our way to ypao beach! hehehe!
-First hug [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: ypao beach. he was sitting on the table and i was just standing next to him and he puled me in between his legs. it was sweet! i'd give that a 10. :)

[ THE MOST [BLANK] THING YOU AND YOUR PARTNER HAVE EVER DONE ]
Romantic: each time we're together is counted as romantic
Kinky: the first time we "heh heh" *wink*
Worst fight: that's too personal
Sweet: everyday!
Immature: im the one who gets immature at times...he's just serious!

[ WHO IS MORE [BLANK] IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP ]
Horny: its an equal feeling!! hehehe!!
Romantic: he is
Sensitive: I am 
Shy: we both have our times
Intelligent: me of course... or i dont know...he can be smart too.
Spiritual: uh.....we both are not really into that thing!
Humorous: he is
Messy: i am..sometimes!!!
Confused: i am
Loud: me of course!!
Angry: he is! he's high blood!! he'll get mad at anything!

[ WHAT [BLANK] MAKES YOU THINK OF YOUR PARTNER ]
Song: ummm....this one filipino song.
Movie: i dont know!
Food: chicken adobo!! hehehe!
Drink: bud light
Household Appliance: the stove
Book: none
Kind of Dance: lol.... no comment!!
Type of Tree: i really dont know!!
Animal: pitbull...he wants 1 for a pet!

[ WHICH [BLANK] OF YOUR PARTNER'S DO YOU LIKE BEST ]
Article of Clothing: his way of just beong simple with what he wears.
Jewelry Item: he hates jewelry
Favorite Band: some filipino band
Friend: whoa? what does that mean?

[ DO YOU [BLANK] IN YOUR PARTNER'S PRESENCE? ]
Fart: of course!
Burp: of course!
Masturbate: no, cuz i dont do that!
Cry: oh yea
Sleep: no shit!
Eat: uh no..i eat inside the closet where he cant see me! yes we eat together! what a stupid question!!

ok, well today is tuesday! so that means tomorrow is wednesday, which also means its my brother's birthday! and exactly a week from tomorrow, its my birthday! oh my god, its my birthday! im getting old! im no longer a teen?! dammit!! i can't believe im turning 20! aww man!! oh well, i guess im gonna have to face it!

ok enough about that! lets see? what have i done for the past 2 days? yesterday, i watched "Chasing Liberty" that, was a GOOD movie! i thought the guy was CUTE! hehehe! anyways, the story was good! it must be really hard to be the president's daughter. all the security and shit! all she wanted was 1 day of freedom! thank god im not the president's daughter!!! i'd kill myself!

today's saturday! ummm...i wasn't a able to write for 2 days because i stayed home. all i did was watch friends all day! yesterday(friday), was my dad's birthday. we had a small gathering. it was alright! everyone was there except of course, my sister. we bought a cake for my dad and the message was "Happy Birthday TATA Love, Sheena" 'TATA' is what my daughter calls my dad. hehehe!

speaking of my daughter, everyone kept laughing at her last night, because we would ask her how old she was. and everytime we would say 1, she'd show her middle finger. that's how she shows us that she's 1 year old! it was funny!

oh yea, when melvin came home from work yesterday, he had flowers with him. it was his early mother's day gift to me! awwwww..how sweet! i know!!! that's why i love him. but hten he did get drunk at the party, and he kinda pissed me off! but that's all over now! if u know what i mean? (wink) hehehe!!

so now, im at my mom's house doing laundry! and my auntie's talking about some lady at her work. im not really listening!! hehehe!!! (shhhh) well i guess that's it for now!